2004-04-11

hard. hard. hard.

brokeee up. yesssssss.

it has been 9mths and 20days. full of love joy laughter tears pain agony.

no matter how it ended, her friends will still side her. and nobody will be left consoling me. the previouss time, it wasn't me who broke up. its she who broke up wif me. and nobody consoled me. but she had tons of consolation frm ppl.

no jealousy la. she is this small perfect girl i once had. and i'm stupid to throw all that away. anyhoww, this was necessary. continueing on, will just hurt her even deeper and deeper. it will just leave a deeper scarr beneath.

but it was a beautiful experience. one which i'll never forget. i cherished evrymoment spent. you and ur clique might label me. i`ll just be the common enemy amongst u all. But all this is worth, if I do end the pain in you.

was simplified
at 1:10 a.m.

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